Screens Between Us
I've been living in my small hometown for almost a year now, working remotely while keeping my boyfriend in the city connected with me through screens. Every evening, we have our video calls, and I try to smile and talk about my day. But honestly, there are times when I feel so lonely, just staring at a face on a screen, wishing I could be there in person.
Sometimes during the call, he asks, "Are you okay? You seem a little quiet today." I usually say, "Yeah, just tired," because I want to keep things positive and not let him worry. I don’t want him to feel like the distance is too much for me. It's hard to share the real feelings when it might hurt someone you love.
Even though it's tough, I believe in us and our future together. That's why I have been quietly planning a surprise visit. Next week, I will be on a bus going to his city. I can’t wait to see his face when I show up at his door. It will be proof that I’m serious and that no screen can keep us apart forever.